* EL Camino * Letter to my best girl-friend

What is it which makes us looking for something, what lets us sink in a fathomless depth or feel as we would be in heaven?
What lets us continue to go on, unrestrained?

The longing… The longing for love and wisdom, to experience and for experience. The yearning to succeed and for success… The desire for knowledge and power.

Thereby we forget that we are human beings. Humans with mistakes, imperfect, fallible and not always perfect. We want perfection and we want to have the absolute wisdom and knowledge. We would do everything to achieve that, but how often do we just forget time?

Time for friends, time spent with people, who are important and significant to us. Time.. even if it is just a small moment...for a coffee together, to say "I love you" or "I need you" or only "You are dear to me". We can achieve everything, we can repeat everything, we can change everything. We can turn everything from insignificance into significance. We can do everything. But before we become aware of it time will be over. Time to intensify all our feelings like smelling, tasting, listening, watching, touching, time to explore…to be open minded like a child…time to love, to live and to experience.

We just forget, we don't want to see small flowers on a field, we believe that we knew everything about all the small things which are important in life…we know… In the moment of loosing we realize what we have achieved in live. We recognize that we are able to attain everything instead of loosing everything.

We should be aware how important time is for love and being loved, for living and experiencing. The smallest things are just as important as the greatest things. We arrange our priorities in a new way and step by step we learn to find a different happiness. This other kind of happiness gives us mental satisfaction, time to feel time, to love and to make love.

Time is changing us. We feel the time with all our senses, because we are able to feel our environment and the human beings around us and our emotions again. We like to show and express our feelings and want to share them. Our obsession for more is changing and we want more of them, we want to absorb the emotions and we want to open the eyes of others for it. We do love!

You are such a person, a person for whom I have the impregnable feeling to tell everything, to show everything and to share everything. I want to cry with you, I want to laugh with you, I want to jump high in the air with you and I want to fall back with you again, I want to trust you, I want to love you and I want to spend time with you, because it is important to me...

Because YOU are important to me! You are my dearest and my best friend and I'm proud of having you in my heart. Thank you! With your special way of seeing others, your environment, the world and love you have opened my eyes, my heart and my soul.
You were the one who enabled me to paint and who showed me what it can give to me, what it moves within me and how I can move others with my art.

Painting is one of the most beautiful possibility to express my emotions... Thank you.